so.. here maybe the only place where i prob can talk without bragging or bringing someone down..i'm happy.. i'm getting promoted.. i'm happy cause of the pay.. i'm happy cause i conquered my fears of foot drill.. i'm happy cause of those 7 hours spent doing my presentation prep i got second highest.. i'm happy that the point difference was only 0.5 and that as much as i was shitting in my pants, i didnt.. i got heat rash though.. i'm happy i could ollie properly FOR TODAY.. at least today... i'm happy i landed 3 nollie bigspin heels.. go you tube it.. i'm happy i'm 77 + and cant see my ribs..

its strange.. i hardly seem to fit in anywhere.. i feel dam quiet..and reluctant to share emotions.. i'm ok.. sure there are tonnes of things getting me down.. unfortunately half of them arnt even my probs but i cant do jack shit for the people who have them.. dam gay.. i need stoning..


i'm also glad i got posted to PAD..