you ask me why?

hello gay

people have been asking me why i'm so optimistic abt work..

why i'm the only ass smiling at the end of the work day..

i dont know why..

everyone has like grumpy and moody faces and like they look so dead with exhaustion..

i mean i am tired too...

but the adreneline rush i get from preparing stuff is just unexplainable..

like, i made 3 salads today.. after i was done... i looked at them and was even amazed by what i did..

u see.. i'm natuarally a very messy person.. but just looking at the salads in the bowls looking so beautiful made me wanna make some more!!

plus there was a new guy in the kitchen and the chef made me teach the dos and the donts.. kinda reminded me of my self just last week.. but then it also hit me.. like WOW.. IN ONE DAM WEEK I"VE LEARNT SO MUCH.. i actually know whats to do and all.. and it made me feel even better.. like satisfaction..

i love cooking for people.. i love helping people.. i like making them smile.. i mean in this screwed up world, the only thing good that ever comes along is food.. so might as well make the best of it..

i just hate irriating people.. hahaha..