burn out..

gay

life is so complicated now.. i may loose a close friend.. it saddens me to know that he might just vanish because of reasons i cant say here.. but.. hes been a great buddy.. great skate friend.. great jam friend.. great everything.. its depressing..

burn out from aaron.. another saddening thing.. i just hope that we all can still hang out even though we dont jam and all..

i dont know how i feel right now.. too many things are on my mind and i'm so confused and messed up..