dont stop till you get enough

1 month more of official work in NS..

its been good.. i'm glad i'm a sergant at last.. unfortunately it came too late.. kinda when i'm sort of switching off.. ah its all good..


i feel bad that i cant be there so much for people.. during the day i'm just not in the mood to call or sms people..work and the gang are just too distracting.. and during the evenings i'm just at gym and i insist on sleeping by 10+.. its like i dont want to have a social life.. which is bad.. i realised i've really drifted apart from everyone once close to me.. unfortunately it doesnt scare me.. its not that i'm lost on what to say.. its just that i rather just not say..

1 more month and cooking starts.. i'm pretty nervous actually.. starting from scratch and all.. working almost full time in a restaurant.. WOO HOO!!



i need more.. this is just not enough for me.. i need to be more powerful.. NOW!