half dead..

hello gay

stuff has been happening lately..

not very good stuff abt the band..

i'll be honest.. i've given up.. i'm not gonna speak up no more cause i dont have it in me to try anymore.. i would last time.. try to get the ball rolling.. try to at least plan and finish talking abt the main issues before we act like cock soon hengs.. but it takes us soo long to even make simple decisions.. its pretty pathetic if u ask me.. i mean theres a time to suggest.. a time to listen.. and time to play and have fun.. but its like its messed up.. i'm glad at some people understand what i mean.. i dont wanna be a bore.. or a serious fuck.. but i hate things dangling around without reason.. patience i lack perhaps.. i dont know.. and this is bugging me.. so when things bug me? what do i do? i run away.. i'm just not gonna say anything no more and see where this takes us..

at least skating has been doing alot better lately.. lost a couple of tricks.. but gained like switch varial heel and switch hard flip.. man.. after so long of constantly trying like an idiot..u land one and u feel like a king.. i love skating cause it gets my minds of things.. issues i dont want to think abt.. work has been great too.. got my pay yesterday.. 600 bucksa rooos.. may seem dam little.. but i mean my allowance is covered so i dont need to take from my dad no more, i can save 250, and 50 for my own spending pleasure.. i feel like applying for giro.. i hate the top up scheme..

anyway.. weird pictures coming up..



i'm speechless.. what next? iron man india? and he gets to wear a metal turban..


my dads old car when we were back in kuwait.. the moment i saw it, it was like yup.. thats the one.. it was one my my strongest child hood memories.. the greyesh sliver mustang...


mr wan in the hospital.. poor guy and his broken legs.. get well soon man...
let go of ur old bad ways.. come to the pigeon side..


this is aaron looking for food..

this is aaron finding food and being happy.. he looks like a gopher..


and ky was staring at him all the way.. i know theres gayness somewhere...


i had a dream of aaron last nite.. and he was naked.. i have to stop this gayness..