i'm growing very inward.. i dont have time for anyone.. i just cant afford someone leaning on me right now.. it has hit me that i'm the least bit dependable unless its in the office..

i really want the gold.. i really want the rank.. and i'm not gonna go walking away without a fight.. a good peaceful fight of course.. cause these guys are still my friends.. the rank is just a personal acchievement..


i realised i like girls with passion.. its so simple.. passion in what they do.. dance photography music cooking skating exploring driving.. its what pushes us to become stronger.. its whatspushed me to become stronger..

i'm going to sleep soon.. i dont feel like talking to anyone lately.. its quiet but its ok..


no i'm not emo.. i'm just sam!


and i'm disappointed in the fact u fall like dominos to peoples words and what they think.. gossip...who cares what people think.. when u fall.. no one else is there but your self.. and your close friends are the only ones whod listen even after the storm has passed.. instead of just looking around u.. start focusing..




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WOOT!