romantic roadkill

suddenly i feel dam sad.. i dont know why.. actually i do.. smths happening.. i feel fear and i can feel the distance through words..

i think i better snap my self back to reality and stand up.. i dont want to go through this again.. i'm not thinking straight and i better focus on whats importatant.. its my last year of NS.. it better not have bad memories..

i stop here.. cause.. its better.. i think i'll give my self till tonight.. ughh



Sober- butchwalker

Can you please, remind me how you feel?
This emptiness is real, I can't bear the thought of it.
and please, remind me how to smile, I lost track after awhile.
Is happiness so hard to get?

Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.

I didn't know, that time could move so slow,
when you've got nowhere to go, the silence is so deafening.
Waking up, on the wrong side of your mind.
How could I have been so blind, to see I'm losing everything?

Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.

Oh, Sooner or later, we gotta stop this elevator.
You go your way and I'll go mine, I'm sure that I'll be fine.

Now is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.
Sober, as I got sober.
As I got sober, I watched you fade, I watched you fade.









please stay.. dont go..