i woke up at 5..


i'm going to spend today alone with my self.. beawolf, kfc, and coffee.. =D


oh yea.. EDIT


you know.. i just cant having the fact that they girl i'm dating smokes.. its disgusting.. its low class and its just so dirty.. and as much as i keep telling my self that smoking doesnt define a persons character, it just doesnt seem to get this turned off feeling away.. i mean i have friends who smoke.. hell my parents even smoke.. and i hate it.. honestly.. its disgusting.. so what if it makes u high.. it makes u stink and makes me sneeze..i hate controling people cause i know i hate getting controlled when i drink coke even though its bad for my kidneys which is why i dont say anything..


i dont know.. its killed my mood and i just dont date smokers.. period.. i dont mind changing to become a better person but i will not comprimise my believes anymore..accepting smoking wont make me a better person.. so be it i remain single all my life if every girl i choose to date smokes.. i'll always have cooking and diagonal pop shoves..