45 minutes too late

michelle branch..


when i was younger, one of the first songs michelle branch released on the air was the song all you wanted.. to most alternative people these days, her music sounds like crap, but to me shes realeased great singles such as breathe.. and everywhere.. i know i'm a guy and like i said, only girls appreaciate this genre of music.. but what ever..

the song all you wanted was what a song i;ve always wanted to sing to a girl and let her sing it back to me.. phrases such as :

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

was something i always wanted to sing to someone.. and for a long time i met no one who wanted to sing with me..


I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

time went by and i slowly forgot and gave up hope of finding anything or anyone to sing with me.. i found my self sinking in to this dam abyss of my self.. people like joette tried to pull me up.. she couldnt, but i can tell u if she didnt that day, i'd not be who i am today..


7 months or so ago a little girl msged me on friendster with the phrase interesting??

honestly i was like wtf.. a girl i was dating said she didnt want to continue anymore and i was at you could say my all time lowest. going to do my national service not being able to be in the kitchen or around my friends or even skate was totally devistating.. suddenly this girl comes into my life and shakes up everything.. she cares, she listens she made me happy.. we went on romantic midnight rendevous or how ever u spell it, we sang in the wee hours of the morning, and shed be the first and last person i'd think abt before i went to sleep.. and this happened for the past 7 months.. i was high.. seriously, cloud 9 would be the exact term..

one of the things she did was actually stick by me when i wanted to walk out.. you see, i got scared easily.. ran away from my problems, at first, great, slowly they'd catch up with me and bite me continously till i got dam depressed.. and by then irripairable damage had been done to the situation which caused me to loose quite a few friends.

we fought and i tried to run.. as far as i did, i kept coming back.. i dont know why.. and she kept pulling me back.. she wouldnt let me run.. she stood by me.. till one day for the first time in my life, i realised, hey.. i'm not gonna run anymore.. i'm not.. no matter how bad the fight, fight to end saving this but dont run and ignore..

unfortuately that event left serious battle scars on her.. i believe now she doesnt trust me anymore..in fact, it made her start running away from me.. i think..

never the less, she changed me, she made me be me again.. i find my self smiling every morning because of her.. this stupid girl who msged me on friendster 7 months ago with one word..

all you wanted was some body who cared.. you cared for me.. now let me care for you..