i read my old blog just now..


i cant believe how much i;ve changed..

i'm not totally mature.. but i cant stand alot of things now.. like wa.. for one, pride is fucked up.. why fight when we can make peace.. just fucking ego problems of everyone.. or perhaps fear of being hurt again.. i'm just annoyed by most people.. they complain abt their life.. whine.. say how much it sucks.. and still dont do anything abt it.. sure we can sulk for a couple of days to calm down and think abt things.. but imagine making a decision that could affect your life in the future.. that the thing. people only think abt today.. nt tml..eh.. i'm also like taht.. haha.. but i'm trying not to be..


i find my self getting weaker in skating.. have trouble ollieing over anything more than 4 decks.. which is retarded... i mean there are people like wayne who make me feel better.. haha.. ok sorry if u read this.. but wa.. i'm not getting younger.. i miss the old days.. le tangerine pigeons at chancery.. now its like sad lar.. we get one chance to hang out and skate cause of time clashes and work.. we may not talk much and just chill with no worries.. but the time speant with these guys means the most..


i'm going on a shopping spree.. and a pull up spree too.. haha..



i'm getting easily irritated lately..