rainbows have nothing to hide..

man..


this week has been crazyyyy


for the first time in my life, i popped.. my mind couldnt take it.. i just exploded.. i broke down and started crying like i've never cried before.. so badly i ran to my mum and demanded a hug..


my heads hurt so bad that night.. i kept hearing conversations and thoughts running through my mind.. like my mind just wouldnt shut the hell up..it was bad.. all i could feel was anger and fustration..


i'm still feeling that way.. but its got better.. i reaised i'm not a kid anymore.. i have bloody responsibilities to uphold that are far more important than other peoples petty issues.. i cant handle peoples problems.. i mean i can la.. just that theres a limit.. i cant take it anymore...


lucy always thought i was out to make her life miserable.. i have better things to do than deal with teenage angst..i wanted to love her.. but she wouldnt let me... so angry.. i felt towards the end i didnt know who she was anymore.. she said shew as trying to be the right girl for me.. ah.. i have happier things to blog abt..


anyway.. i met mel today! haha after so longgg... was going to hotel rendevous or how ever u spell it and thankfully she didnt pon sch today to hang out with me for a while.. still as white and fat as ever...



ok update on life in picture form!!!




ME XY AND JOETTE at KAP!!! WOOOOO



IKEA!




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LTP LOVES XY!!!!


















ohh ohhhh and this is a beauty.. its a pewter red rhino model.. dam sweet la.. frigging 200 bucks..



this is a dead rat we caught.. and nelson from the simpsons



u know.. i always have alot of interswting things to blog abt.. but i always get interrupted.. oh well till next timeeee


cheers!!