RUN

i hate running.. honestly.. but i really want that gold badge.. i'm not a big fan of the word wuss.. i did it for pull ups..once upon a time i was barely doing 1.. now hitting 15 is just normal..

today for the first time i saw hope in my running programme.. the past few times whe i tried doing my 2.4 my timing was just around abt 10.30 to 11 min mark.. i tell u the feeling sucked..

i got some advice from an officer to work on uphill sprnting.. and for the past 2 weeks, ive been doing 5 100m uphill sprints before continueing into a 1.8 km run.. its killer.. i couldnt catch my breath so many times i felt like coughing and puking..


today i decided to check my progress.. i did the standard 2.4 km and VOILA! i hit 10.05.. thats like 20seconds to my target timing.. i felt so stupid smiling like some mad person in the middle of the street..


i had very strange dreams last nite.. i was in a chalet with the senior assistant commissioner and navel.. i saw mag at the ang mo kio driving center car park with lance and abu.. in my sleep i feel like i'm doing pull ups.. the behind the neck ones..


and i've been dam bored lately.. i not heard from the pigeons.. and i feel like they're gonna stop skating soon.. i met ken.. but it feels like we never even spoke.. and now that i come to think abt it, on thurs we didnt even speak.. hardly.. i'm growing very alone.. like i dont really want to meet anyone.. yet i do want to meet anyone..


gold badge gold badge gold badge.. thats all i want.. 2 more months..


i hope everyone is happY!!!