i'm just wandering around blankly these days waiting for the days to go by.. i'm sorry if i dont feel like meeting people.. i'm not depressed or anything.. i'm just abit phased out that i will have to find my place again after this NS gig finishes..

i just want to take photos.. stone.. and watch reruns of downloaded shows.. i want to take walks alone.. i want to eat at places alone.. i want to skate the streets of novena like i used to..

i seriously dont know what i'm gonna do when i start clearing leave.. its like i want to.. but i dont want to..


i really enjoyed my national service..

sucks now that i feel like i'm becoming a man.. fuck me..