how this is this line..

gay...

i'm sick of running from you alysa.. i'm sick of making the first move..i cant believe i actually tried to smile to u today only to see u fucking roll your eyes off.. seriously, u dont know how fucking small that made me feel.. is that yur point.. is that how u want to make me feel? well its working.. but it ends today.. i'm sick of being afraid.. if this is the fucking childish guilt game u wanna play, u can jolly well play it yur self.. apologice like mad, still not happy.. i've been so darn affected by u for the past few days.. but today, is where i draw the line.. seriously.. enough is enough.. now, i dont want to work things out.. and friends like u i can do without.. its taken me a very long time to come to a decision like this and i have no regrets abt it.. yeah.. READ THIS and tell all yur friends what a fucker i am.. tell them what a fucked up ass hole i am as much as u want.. what u think abt me doesnt matter no longer..i just cant be bothered.. good bye..