gay


i really love this song


i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone


ive not been the happiest man lately.. i mean.. i'm having fun.. but i dont want to have fun.. i want to cook.. i yearn to be in the kitchen.. i love being part of the crew..i am jealous that kens now in the fnb line.. brians having fun making sandwitches.. i love the dirty job... and me just wasting my time doing crap for the next two years is seriously mind sickining.. i'm not looking forward to it.. but i'm ready.. it seems like i'm turning my whole mind off slowly from everyone and evertything around me.. partially cause i dont want to feel emo and miss anyone when i'm there... i just wanna go.. and do it..and come back.. and start living what i;ve been waiting for..

two years down the road.. i think i'll see my self typing an entry saying i'm flying off tml and i'm gonna miss singapore for a while..


crap.. please.. people i'm not my self lately.. i'm just trying to put up walls around me cause i cant stand being emotionally hanging..



feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you


god only knows whats gonna happen.. i'm just so confused abt everything right now..