all you wanted..

so lonely inside...
so busy out there..
and all u wanted was some body who care-eee-yeaaa-eaaass


my social life. is dead.. seriously.. nth.. zilch.. kapich!! i spend my week ends at home and at starbucks reading.. no one calls.. i cant think of no one to call either.. i never used to be like this.. did i cut of so many people while i was attached? i feel so so so fucking disconnected.. i had a life!!

its not that everyones busy.. i just cant think of anyone.. ughhh..


god it feels so strange.. i feel like liz lemon..without boobs.. and i'm like 69.8 kg.. 2oo more grams to first goal.. still.. it sucks.. and no i'm not emo.. i'm not sad.. i just feel strange.. and i'm still happy.. i must have some happy gas pipe leak in my room or smth..