kitchen kitchen kitchen..

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh elephant cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh elephant cause you'll always be my baby




this weeks been WAYYY better than last.. saw my weight hit 69 for the first time in my life.. it was so amazing.. and to help ky also put on 5.. its just.. amazing for skinny people..


i'm happy... happy for my standards set.. once again.. its an amazing feeling when officers come and compliment u on jobs well done..its no one else.. its just you.. wa lao.. still i cant wait for the kitchen.. its just everything to me.. when people say, wa lao charles how are u gonna find a replacement for sam.. when they say, ltc charles is lucky he has u if not he'll be an angry person.. when other officers say i should get boys like u in my department.. it just makes me feel all the more important and part of the branch.. like i'm once again shown that we're not just nsfs who photo copy papers and do dispatch work or count shit.. we are capable of being exeptional in our small circles. still i cant wait for kitchen.. kitchen kitchen kitchen.. i'm not trying to brag.. i just still feel overwhelmed sometimes cause of being the looser all my life.. nw i've come to accept the fact that hey fuck it, i dont have a poly diploma.. big deal.. i made the right decision.. i'm not soft of unfocused.. i know where i need to be in life..


i like taking photos of people.. when u take a photo of someone, they get the attention.. its like, they're in the spot light.. i like putting people in the spot light and letting them feel important.. sure when most of them smile, their teeth look creepy.. but what ever..

so yes..