hyde and jeckle

party was great... too much alcohol.. and its not cool when the chef gets drunk.. i guess thats what i gotta learn from this.. but hey i dont regret it.. i got 2 awesome partners who are extremly capable of taking care of things when i'm blank.

i asked alvin what he dreams to be when hes older..

a jack of all trades he being just had one thing that made me feel good abt his future.. maybe even our future.. heres one fellow who knows how to party, and work hard at the same time.. he wants to make people happy.. and so do i.. starting a restraunt isnt easy.. u need the chef, u need the management, and u need a location.. and many many more stupid factors which are fucking annoying.. i was thinking abt weather i'd be a worker, a chef who just works in a restraunt. or an owner come chef.. works and owns it..senior managment.. i always envisioned it as a one man thing.. and its terrifying.. 24-7 u're a one man army against every body trying to suck money out of u.. who do u trust.. i'd trust alvin and ken.. and opening a restraunt my self would be impossible.. but i know if alvin and i did it, we'd be successful.. we'd give people what they want..fame is not our goal..


i really need to put on weight..