i feel like i'm in love with a girl.. and shes in love with me.. but shes forced to marry someone else.. because of stupid reasons..


but i guess its ok... ok i'm not in love with a girl.. and no one exists.. its just a feeling from events happening around me..


on another note, i guess its hit me once again.. i'm single.. 23, and am weird.. as in my sence of thinking.. first impressions wise on a work prespective, i know i'm ok.. first impressions with a girl.. HA.. and then i dont know.. i'm just so picky abt everything.. maybe i'm not picky.. but the girls are just sooo fucking annoying.. or weird.. or just not worth making time for.. as in.. its not that they're not worth it.. to someone they will be a dream come true.. but for me, its just nt right.. slowly ive come to realise waht i like



shes gotta be confidant.. not pushy....
shes gotta have high EQ.
she must not be like my mum.
shes gotta have her weak side..
shes gotta not be one of those complain freaks who just whine abt everything..
shes gotta at least offer to pay for smths of her self..
shes gotta not be materialistic..
shes gotta so be cool with her past of crappy x bfs and not one of those emo swines " OHHH HE HURT ME ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOVE! EVERYONE LEAVES BOO HOO!"


she cant be indian.. HAHA
shes gotta love stoning and doing nth and exploring....
shes gotta be some god at her work place.. i dig chicks who work hard at work with enough time for me of course.
shes gotta like jason mraz.. and no i'm not talking abt his bloody radio friendly crap.
shes just gotta be an idiot..spontanious, lazy, smelly yet fresh, messy yet beautiful, stylish yet cha-pa-lang.
and for gods sakes shes gotta speak good english please!
and i hate act cool chicks.. bleah..

shes gotta live high..


u see i'm so picky.. ok i could scrap a few points.. like the songs. But thats as far as i go..ok thats just one.. i dont think i'll ever settle down.. casue even if a girl like that did come my way, she prob wouldnt like me..