i never thought this day would would come where i'd feel so detached from u..
all along i thought seriously nth could tear us apart.. but now i feel like i cant talk to u anymore.. i just feel so distant from you..i feel like u're a different person.. i feel like i dont know u anymore.. i mean yes u have your own life.. partially cause i'm busy too.. but maybe we've grown up.. my silly ness doesnt fit your personality no more..

its sad lar.. i feel sad.. and honestly, i miss you..



this is so fucking gay..


anyway, i'm back in the kitchen kicking ass.. NS sucks even more especially cause i got a taste of the sweeet sweeeet adreniline from my service.
no i dont need a holiday, i need a life...