wootz

gay man...


ok past two days have been a hell lot better.. i guess its true what they say.. once u hit rock bottom, the only way is up!

and indeed things did go up.. my prayers were answered.. and my worries were not so bugging no more..

i guess i gotta start by thanking zhenlong first for making me feel a hell load better with that prank call.. seriously.. that jump started my engine back into the game..

and then there was this new soul i RANDOMLY met.. i mean i really prayed for someone to talk to abt anything or anyone under the sun.. with like just pure randomness.. nth more.. and voila! then there was you.. seriously.. u're another contribution to the jump in my mood lately.. it just made me feel like hey.. perhaps there are other people on somewhat the same level as me and i'm really glad i made a new friend.. thank you...

works been awesome.. once what seemed so hard to manage has made me slowly learn the art of how things work.. i thought i could manage before.. bt now i seem to learn more.. also now i enjoy being a team player instead of a leader.. at least for now till i learn more.. it seems a hell lot of fun to add the assist to the goal.. every time the bell goes BING!! its like a sense of satisfaction running through me.. tml would actually be my test with a shit load of people coming for dinner..




ok this is ancho chocolate cake!! crap it looked nicer when i made it.. should have gotten another angle..


to top it off weirdly wenyi and zhenlong just left my place.. haha.. yes its abt 230 am now.. what was supposed to be a night of pass the cake to wy became a night of silly guitar playing and mindless babbling with chips and salsa and fajita steaks and most importantly.. CAKE.. haha..