lets dance inside our song

Friday, March 31, 2006

franky ninni

oh bad weather please go away... i'm sick of skating at city link.. i mean, i love flat ground and tats my thing, but everyday at the same spot can make one very dull..

some times i dont know if being the frank and outspoken person in the group is a good thing.. i feel like by telling the person how irritating they are can set the person off on the wrong track thinking u hate them..

i mean humans being naturally defensive creatures always assume they are right.. but before i tell someone off, i make sure everyone feels that way abt there persons actions before my trap starts flipping..

for example.. benji.. i mean, hes a nice guy.. everythings good with him.. the guys all click with him..like he doesnt have this major gay factor, but he just is impatient and cant wait his turn.. like when u're abt to do a trick, he'll suddenly pop up behind u and naturally one would loose concentration cause we'd be afraid that if we bail either one of us would get hurt..

so basically after hearing the constant bitching from everyone, i told him off.. but i meant it constructivly.. not like i hated him, i mean i just said it hoping he would understand the unsaid manners of taking your turn..

but somehow after saying that, i get this feeling he may have taken it the wrong way.. i dont know.. he might not wanna hang out with me anymore.. people cant take critisism.. i think even i cant..

i think i'll upload a random picture everytime i blog for fun now..


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Thursday, March 30, 2006

confession no-1

i was bored..

felt like setting up a blog for fun..

ok maybe i just need a place to clear my guilt i feel inside..

i did what i had to.. and i said i was sorry.. but thats just who i really am.. i dont comprimise.. i dont make execptions.. and i tried to apologise..i made the first move cause i truly felt sorry for what i did was mean.. i feel so sorry for u every time i see u skating.. like that whole sad face.. just is so ughhh.. puts me totally off..but please man.. if u do read this.. just accept what i've said and take it consrtuctively.. i'm down right frank abt things.. and if u cant handle the fact that u're boring and annoying, dont tell the whole world abt it.. do smth abt it and maybe people will start treating u differently..


gay weather.. really bad.. raining everyday.. i bet city links gonna be packed tml and the cops are gonna come and give us a gay lecture.. poly is finally over.. thank goodness.. i wonder how i'll look like in a chef costume. haha.. kinky..

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