i usually blog when i'm not in a good mood..

but i had a wonderfulday with xy and bumping into mag for a while..

i'm in a pissy mood..


this whole food poisioning pandemic has made me realise how skinny i've become.. i'm fucking depressed and angry.. i feel dam lousy.. worst part is, i need to keep shitting every few hours.. ALL SO SUDDENLY!

i'm dam pissed lar.. and then i have to fucking go back to work tml to fucking prep for a fucking visit.. and theres a party at eltoro i might not be able to cook for cause of this bull shit.. i know ns is my prior commitment but fuck me.. vgfwoabjgfwjoh;gojksfnasklfa AARRHTHTHGHGGHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

woo

HI XY!! =D

i just realised come april, i've been cooking for 3 years.. and i still dont know so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

i still had an awesome service today..

this week, i'm gonna buy a shit load of parsley, and chop chop chop awayyyyy!! next week smth new!



WOO!

i never thought this day would would come where i'd feel so detached from u..
all along i thought seriously nth could tear us apart.. but now i feel like i cant talk to u anymore.. i just feel so distant from you..i feel like u're a different person.. i feel like i dont know u anymore.. i mean yes u have your own life.. partially cause i'm busy too.. but maybe we've grown up.. my silly ness doesnt fit your personality no more..

its sad lar.. i feel sad.. and honestly, i miss you..



this is so fucking gay..


anyway, i'm back in the kitchen kicking ass.. NS sucks even more especially cause i got a taste of the sweeet sweeeet adreniline from my service.
no i dont need a holiday, i need a life...