distractions distractions..

gay...


i've learnt my lesson before.. but till today i never applied it.. now i must.. all these distractions to the side must stay there.. i'm not gonna ruin smth good cause i'm human.. who ever said the safe way wasnt the best way out?



suddenly i feel happy..=D

gayyyyyy




meera my collegue is mean.. she uploaded gay pics of me and said mean things..



i feel so torn..

oh what a night!

gayyyy


Oh, what a night.
Late December back in '63.
What a very special time for me,
'Cause I remember what a night.

Oh, what a night.
You know, I didn't even know her name,
But I was never gonna be the same.
What a lady. What a night.

Oh, I. I got a funny feeling when she walked
In the room and I,
As I recall it ended much too soon.

Oh, what a night,
Hypnotizing, mesmerizing me.
She was everything I dreamed she'd be.
Sweet surrender, what a night!

I felt a rush like a rolling bolt of thunder
Spinnin' my head around and taking my body under.
Oh, what a night!

Oh, I. I got a funny feeling when she walked
In the room and I,
As I recall it ended much too soon.

Oh, what a night.
Why'd it take so long to see the light?
Seemed so wrong, but now it seems so right.
What a lady, what a night!

I felt a rush like a rolling bolt of thunder
Spinnin' my head around and taking my body under.
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)



i seriously love mambo.. looks like joette has been sucked back into the clubbing frenzy.. eh u should try clubbing in yur cool pa-ja-mas or how ever u spell em.. ah heck la.. i'm really a cock ass dancer.. and i need new moves.. haha..

anyway random bitching sessions abt prawn brains turned out to be a weird clubbing session at mos.. my first time.. and i must say.. i like the place.. not as screwed up as other clubs.. and boys will be boys la.. trying to pick up chicks.. NOT ME..


and i lost weight la cause of last nite.. ugh..

wootz

gay man...


ok past two days have been a hell lot better.. i guess its true what they say.. once u hit rock bottom, the only way is up!

and indeed things did go up.. my prayers were answered.. and my worries were not so bugging no more..

i guess i gotta start by thanking zhenlong first for making me feel a hell load better with that prank call.. seriously.. that jump started my engine back into the game..

and then there was this new soul i RANDOMLY met.. i mean i really prayed for someone to talk to abt anything or anyone under the sun.. with like just pure randomness.. nth more.. and voila! then there was you.. seriously.. u're another contribution to the jump in my mood lately.. it just made me feel like hey.. perhaps there are other people on somewhat the same level as me and i'm really glad i made a new friend.. thank you...

works been awesome.. once what seemed so hard to manage has made me slowly learn the art of how things work.. i thought i could manage before.. bt now i seem to learn more.. also now i enjoy being a team player instead of a leader.. at least for now till i learn more.. it seems a hell lot of fun to add the assist to the goal.. every time the bell goes BING!! its like a sense of satisfaction running through me.. tml would actually be my test with a shit load of people coming for dinner..




ok this is ancho chocolate cake!! crap it looked nicer when i made it.. should have gotten another angle..


to top it off weirdly wenyi and zhenlong just left my place.. haha.. yes its abt 230 am now.. what was supposed to be a night of pass the cake to wy became a night of silly guitar playing and mindless babbling with chips and salsa and fajita steaks and most importantly.. CAKE.. haha..

NELLY!

gay



ken looks dam small boy here.. alvin looks like a buffed up china man.. i look dam retarded indianish.. get well soon wan!!



i dont know why they are all sain-get.. haha..



yes.. wait-to-go hammering that spray into the box ken.. good job..



hurray for sg's very own matt mumford!


very sexy front side nose slide.. i wanna get a pic like tat..



its gay jeff and his gay 5050!


and the best pic of the day goes to alvin!! and fat jeff in the back ground..



stones taught me to fly..
love taught me to cry
so come on courage.. teach me to shy..


i have no fucking idea what that means at all but its been in my head all day...



god weird songs are playing in my head..


like that kiss goodby wank le homo or smth..

def leppards 2 steps behind..

i'll be there for u by bonjovi..

canonball by damien rice..

lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by PANIC!



weird dreams i'm having of this person who makes me smile.. fuck la.. i'm becoming some ally macbeal.. i can feel my self smiling in my sleep.. and no tanya its not u.. that was just one dream abt u whining.. haha.. shes my imaginary ac girl.. haha.. and my imaginary san jose California girl.. i really look forward to these dreams.. no offence to u inez.. but really.. they're just dreams i cant control em..

inez thinks i'm childish.. obviously she doesnt understand me one bit.. yeah.. u know what.. i am.. i thought u of all people would know better.. but aiya.. its not my main concern.. cause my friends know i'm not.. so i'm not gonna bother proving anything to her..

i'm just dam depressed and lost and sian.. god i hate feeling like this..


fuck skating felt so good last sat.. i felt so free.. the box was perfect.. nelly is her name.. then watching click at my place with xy making fun of her cry eating chips and salsa.. and alvin being dam gay.. haha.. ohh hes got a blog..


www.alvino-hunkiboi.blogspot.com


work is fun though.. i got a new perfume today.. isey miyake as a gift..


gaah this blog entry is so superficial.. but i guess there are somethings that still make me smile in fucked up periods like this.. like ken and xy.. and even gay denise..ugh.. i love boob talk and sister spank sessions..



i think i should just stay alone and cook in a small box..




till there was u..- the beatles..

gay


i'm so fucking sian.. i dont know why.. but i'm freaking lacking activity in my brain.. like i feel so dead mentally.. EVERYONE is boring me.. ok maybe not ken.. i need randomness.. i need wittyness.. this stuff makes me laugh so much..


i was listing out the people whom i can hang out with to get a good sorce of weirdness.. my list was down to like 2 people.. ken.. mike..




imagine a ball of hay rolling through my mind now..


i'm out to piss people off.. i'm out to see how far i can go by annoying them.. i'm enjoying it.. but its still dam fucking boring.. yesterday i tried to make ali get irritated.. but i got so bored..



i'm not saying i'm fucking smart and u people are not worthy of my intellect.. no..


i'm saying i want to talk to some one totally random.. toally nonsensical.. someone who feels normal is strange.. FUCK WHY!!! gaahh.. and the longer i wait.. the more i get annoyed.. i want someone to play me.. play a mental trick on me.. make me start thinking of ways to get them back.. i need a good laugh.. please.. someone.. god!!! tickle me!!


sometimes i feel so totally alone..

no one gets what i mean when i say lets hang out in a cows stomach..
people find me weird when i say smth like guess what rhymes with yur name.. and i say smth totally random with nothing to do with it..
hardly anyone gets the crappy monty python jaron i blabber..

random people.. PLEASE!!! god stick a banana up my ass if u want to but aahhhafojeofgofhwgihwoigo2wihgo2yt90soifhPO(&Y@#FWPif0-..

yes i'm annoyed..