hells kitchen

this year.. i change..


i'm so amped.. goals have been set.. I-FREAKING-PPT is coming and i will recover.. i've been doing so muchh soul searching and i find my self growing very independant..

i just pray all goes as planned.. by the end of the year i'll be ready.. i'm fucking dam ass sure i will...


and along the way, let me help u help your self..

hips dont lie

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish,
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira


WTF LYRICS ARE THESE.. I HATE THE BLOODY SONG.. BUT THESE BLOODY WORDS ARE STUCK IN MY HEAD!!!


DAM U WYCLEF!

so yes i cleand up my room today..i need to focus on alot of things.. esp after watching hells kitchen i'm really not ready.. been slacking too much away from kitchen..my taste buds are on vacation and soon after april i'm gonna kick start my studying and food knowledge.. ALSO SKATING.. god it feels good to skate.. just that half hour roaming around newton and novena feels awesome.. so now till april planning.. then ippt, then SATS, then buy laptop! haha.. so many things to do.. i feel like 9 months is just the right time to achieve these goals.. OH Yes.. by the end of the year, i plan to hit 80 kg.. i know i can.. just i start after ippt..


the only thing i know i have to bear with for a month is my ankle injury..its getting worse.. BUT ITS GONNA BE OVER.. i'm gonna see he MO tml or tues.. okbye

why;d u have to go and make things so complicated!!!

i think the world is full of dumb idiots.. and dumber ones who belive the nonsense created by the first batch of dumb idiots..


change the world.. i'm not gonna get involved.. its not my prob.. IT SHOULD NOT BE MY PROB.. change your own world.. i refuse to help people who cant help them selfves.. sure perhaps cause there isnt any fog in my face now and who know what i'd say in such a situation..


lta soo said.. you can change the world.. pass it on.. but u cant change peoples characters.. i know cause i've tried..

SO yes.. I DONT KNOW WHAT I JUST TYPED.. but i'm pissed..


stupid people..EHHHH WHY SO COMPLICATED LARR!!!

xiao xinyi i know u love me

and so does iona...

and so does CAKEEE!! god i'm addicted to cake..

and for some reason.. i still dont know why i'm happy.. its funny.. maybe cause i was depressed last year and now the dark clouds have gone, being normal is GREAT!! and i went shopping with iona.. i feel like i'm gonna spend my whole ns pay check on clothes again!! haha..

i choose to be happy..

RUN

i hate running.. honestly.. but i really want that gold badge.. i'm not a big fan of the word wuss.. i did it for pull ups..once upon a time i was barely doing 1.. now hitting 15 is just normal..

today for the first time i saw hope in my running programme.. the past few times whe i tried doing my 2.4 my timing was just around abt 10.30 to 11 min mark.. i tell u the feeling sucked..

i got some advice from an officer to work on uphill sprnting.. and for the past 2 weeks, ive been doing 5 100m uphill sprints before continueing into a 1.8 km run.. its killer.. i couldnt catch my breath so many times i felt like coughing and puking..


today i decided to check my progress.. i did the standard 2.4 km and VOILA! i hit 10.05.. thats like 20seconds to my target timing.. i felt so stupid smiling like some mad person in the middle of the street..


i had very strange dreams last nite.. i was in a chalet with the senior assistant commissioner and navel.. i saw mag at the ang mo kio driving center car park with lance and abu.. in my sleep i feel like i'm doing pull ups.. the behind the neck ones..


and i've been dam bored lately.. i not heard from the pigeons.. and i feel like they're gonna stop skating soon.. i met ken.. but it feels like we never even spoke.. and now that i come to think abt it, on thurs we didnt even speak.. hardly.. i'm growing very alone.. like i dont really want to meet anyone.. yet i do want to meet anyone..


gold badge gold badge gold badge.. thats all i want.. 2 more months..


i hope everyone is happY!!!

I just don't understand
Why you running from
A good man, baby
Why you wanna turn your
Back on love
And why you've already
Given up
See I know you've been
Hurt before
But I swear I'll give you
So much more
I swear I'll never let you down
'Cause I swear it's you
That I adore
And I can't help myself, babe
'Cause I think about you
Constantly
And my heart gets no rest
Over you, you you yeah
CHORUS:
You can call my selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless
Baby
'Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm
The only one for you

So what's wrong with being
Selfish

Yeah

I'll be taking up your time
Till the day I make you realise
That for you there could be
No one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby, I would take
Good care of you
Now matter what is you're
Going through
I'll be there for you
When you're in need
Baby, believe in me
'Cause if love is a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
'Cause I don't want to live
Without you
What can I do, oh

Repeat chorus

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you
Give up your heart
You know that
We're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want to do is
Give you love
Forever and ever and ever

Repeat chorus

Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you

Prove that I'm the
Only one for you
So what's wrong with being
Selfish, selfish, selfish

So what's wrong with being
Selfish yeah



awesome song.. i love the bridge.. anyway.. some random mambo camwhoring cause of ahmad in lift..

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and the more you follow through
and theres always more left over
not too much explaining to do
and if ever ever ever you find your love
i will be your life line
i would never miss a phone call
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words



i love this version with the extra lyrics.. cny at mambo was dam good.. losts of gaying.. NO BITCHING! and just a shit load of drinks with john.. i think i looked like crap.. PICTURES HO HO! soon