ready or not

There's magic within you,
There's magic in everything you do,
Magic me to the place where
Dreams come true.

Sometimes I co crazy
I get off the crazy things you do,
I'm jealous of every guy that
Looks at you

So tell me,
Could you love a boy like me like me
Tell me could you love a boy like me like me.

Because I need you
You're my heart and soul.
And I'm gonna let you know
Ain't gonna let you go.

Ready or not, here I come,
You can't hide from me, hide and seek.
Run away now, or stay now.
Cos I'll keep searching
I'll keep seaching for love.


The game that you're playing
Why do you tease me like you do
You gotta let me down
Or see it through.

You're straight from a movie,
But baby I'm not from Hollywood.
By stealing your heart I'll be your Robin Hood.

So tell me,
Could you love a boy like me like me
Tell me could you love a boy like me like me.

Because I need you
You're my heart and soul.
And I'm gonna let you know
Ain't gonna let you go.

Ready or not, here I come,
You can't hide from me, hide and seek.
Run away now, or stay now.
Cos I'll keep searching
I'll keep seaching for baby.

Ready or not, here I come,
You can't hide from me, hide and seek.
Run away now, or stay now.
Cos I'll keep searching
I'll keep seaching for love.

Baby-you can't hide the love inside
Searching for love
Baby-you can't hide the love inside

Could you love a boy like me like me
Tell me could you love a boy like me like me.

Because I need you
You're my heart and soul.
And I'm gonna let you know
Ain't gonna let you go.

I'll never let you go! Oh no!

Ready or not, here I come,
You can't hide from me, hide and seek.
Run away now, or stay now.
Cos I'll keep searching
I'll keep searching for love.
Ready or not here I come,
You can't hide from me, hide and seek.

Run away now, or stay now.
Cos I'll keep searching
I'll keep seaching for love.



This is one awesome gay song from sec 4.. hahahhaa.. brings back so many camp memories..PHOTOS


ok the new chef pic isnt colored yet..


RALPHIES SO HUGEE!!

WOOOJIBOOUUUJIIIBUBUUUUOOO



yes this is iona chews new kitchen.. i felt like crying.. i want it so bad.. its only 22k!! i can imagine preparing breakfast for my kids everymorning on this..

people i'm not emo.. helloo..

NO KITCHEN LIKE THIS = GO FIND YOUR OWN BREAKFAST!!

zoneedddd

i dont understand..


what can i do for u.. its like u hate the way i think.. ure always so pessimestic.. u always pull me down.. u never can be happy.. you have a new life now.. for your own sake.. if u have smth to say to me just say it.. i dont like all your half ass expect me to guess what u want tone of voice.. u know i cant stand leaving people helpless.. let me help u find your direction if i can.. but dont mess up my life anymore than u already have unless u have smth constructive to do with it..


i feel my self zoning out.. its scary.. i feel like i'm having alot of mental blanks. like a wandering soul again.. when i get a task, for some reason i blank out.. and the next thing i know i'm working on it.. i dont feel my self planning much.. i dont like it.. on a better note, a new chef blue print is out for the menu display cards..

romantic roadkill

suddenly i feel dam sad.. i dont know why.. actually i do.. smths happening.. i feel fear and i can feel the distance through words..

i think i better snap my self back to reality and stand up.. i dont want to go through this again.. i'm not thinking straight and i better focus on whats importatant.. its my last year of NS.. it better not have bad memories..

i stop here.. cause.. its better.. i think i'll give my self till tonight.. ughh



Sober- butchwalker

Can you please, remind me how you feel?
This emptiness is real, I can't bear the thought of it.
and please, remind me how to smile, I lost track after awhile.
Is happiness so hard to get?

Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.

I didn't know, that time could move so slow,
when you've got nowhere to go, the silence is so deafening.
Waking up, on the wrong side of your mind.
How could I have been so blind, to see I'm losing everything?

Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.

Oh, Sooner or later, we gotta stop this elevator.
You go your way and I'll go mine, I'm sure that I'll be fine.

Now is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.
Sober, as I got sober.
As I got sober, I watched you fade, I watched you fade.









please stay.. dont go..

Butch Walker - Don't Move lyrics

Good morning sunlight
As I get used to you
It's all gonna be all right
I did all I can do
And as I'm waiting for those eyes
To say what's on your mind
I finally think I've found the words to say...

So baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all

So many black and white
Are made to be so blue
We've all got our wars to fight
But I won't fight with you
If I could just get your attention
I'd never let it go
Until you've felt what I am gonna say....

So baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all


Oh, why's it gotta be that everybody's gotta see the sadness
Everybody's lonely, we don't have to be lonely
Baby, no baby oh, I can move you like an earthquake
Listen to me as my hands shake
Cause I want you, I need you
I can't live without you, baby

Baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all


this is one shit arse awesome song by butch walker.. his music is so full of soul and power and PAIN! emo yes emo.. i'm really tired and i need to sleep.. ITS SATURDAY TML! IONA BIRDDAY! I REMEMBERED!!!

i'm going skating..

monster

gaylo..


i feel my self changing.. becoming very critical of peoples flaws and insecurities.. and i dont like it.. i told my self this year i'm going to become a more accepting person.. which in some aspects i feel like i have.. but then its like i do things the way the singaporeans do it.. wrong untill proven not weird or creepy.. we forget where the heart is.. i mean it really hit me hard.. soemtimes when people diss me i get pissed too.. like when andrew and i used to be friends.. all i ever got from him was just u suck blah blah blah.. and i didnt like it which is why i disappeared.. i dont want to let smth like that happen again.. like i dont want my friends to feel esp the ones in ns to feel like i'm biting their weaker points to get attention from the crowd to look cool.. i feel i have been doing that lately and yes.. its no good..

and i'm sorry.. to all of u whom i've dissed.. except u xy.. u're still an elephant..

u people would prob never read this.. but i just need to get it out..

lin hao, i'm sorry i called u ugly and annoying and gay and fat.. god this is so pri school.. i'm sorry i told u not to look at the mirror or u'll break it.. i'm sorry for not always standing up for u when people who dont know u say u're weird.. this is not me.. and man..i'm so not ashamed of being your friend.. like it takes alot for some one to retake their A's during ns and take so much critisism from the dumb housefly brains we're surrounded with in our building.. u're weird in your own way but thats awesome.. just stop squeezing my ass..

navel.. i'm sorry.. i know u're a very jumpy hyper-worrying-alot person and really dont want to upset anyone.. and sometimes i just get carried away saying u'll get into trouble and bluffing u abt things just for a laugh.. i cant help it.. it is funny.. but i'll try to stop.. i will stop and or at least keep the jokes between us..

danial.. you are one hell of a boring person.. i hate to admit it.. but seriously.. u're dam boring.. but then i'm wrong.. i'm wrong for judging u.. i'm wrong for not accepting the fact that u're on a different frequency from me.. and i'm not gonna stop not including u in my thoughts cause man.. we came into pad toggether.. we should go out together happy..

shalyn.. to u my biggest and deepest apologies.. i'm sorry i've made fun of u.. i know u cant stop me from calling u gay.. but abt the other thing.. i totally dont mean it.. and i guess sometimes i run out of things to say and er.. ya.. u know.. but i'm truley sorry..

i know theres more but i gtg now..


dam i feel like a bloddy wussy.. HAHA

MOON RIVER!

GAY SQUAD MEETING ON SAT THE 12TH!! WOOT WOOT!!

yes gay squad is what my group of friends called out gang in brtc..


and ken passed his tp.. so i finally i dont need to be the one whose driving for skate tours.. YEAH!! TOUCH ME.. we ought to celebrate.. ltp dinner soon.. YOUR"RE DRIVING



je pense que vous êtes la fille la plus belle dans le monde

resolutions!!

yes hello.. my new year actually begins tml.. being the 7th of jan.. leave ends today!! gaahhhh.. but ok la.. this holiday has been great for relaxing.. been skating.. according to yihengs ord meter.. i have 369 days left.. HO HO


anyway.. i've been meaning to write down accomplisments

NOLLIE 360 flips!!
SWITCH VARIAL HEELS!! SWITCH FRONT SHOVES!!
fakie CABS


ok thats all i feel good abt..

things i need to do this year..
apply for my uni..
do my sats.. WELL
invent more food..
invent some more food..
black male people for food..
buy my meat grinder..
do more reading on food history to impress people.. mainly chicks.. HAHAHAHAHA
help my dear friend yiheng find a girlfriend..
lean to play fly me to the moon on the guit like brian..
take my switch skating to the streets..
FIND MORE MAMBO BUDDIES
bug xy abt her huge bumm
touch kens nipple at least once this year..
hit the 75 kg mark.. i'm 68
do 20 pull ups in one shot.. my best is only 17.. ok 16 and a half i think..
LOOSE MY INDIAN BELLY!
DRINK MORE ALCOHOL
do up the menu.. boy thats a tough one..
drink less coke and ice tea..
be less judgemental.. unless indian or dumbasss is being viewed
improve on my chinese.. so i can sing english songs in chiense and annoy people the way alvin does..
learn to bake bread..
switch ollie down bukit batok big 2..
switch LAUNCH!

ah too many things..BYE

dan in real life

helloo


today i realised.. i'm 23.. i'm in national service.. and i'm as much as i hate to say this.. but a hopeless romatic.. i remember i'd do the silliest things for the girls i liked.. i did sowing.. i did a massive giant tea light sign.. i learnt to play and sing chi songs, i wore my uniform on a sunday.. i did alot of stupid things.. just to make the girls i liked happy.. strangely.. for my last relationship.. i didnt do jack shit.. seriously.. i was a plain dick.. i never spent money.. i never did surprises.. and now come to think of it.. i was a horrid bf.. i surprised my self today when i was thinking abt it walking with iona..


why? possibly cause i was sad alot during this one.. i remember how she was always unhappy.. how she hated my friends shy behavior.. how every time a prob rose solving it was not the main thing.. but fighting for who was right or wrong matterd the most to her.. i mean.. WE have a problem.. i screw up means we screw up.. u screw up means we screw up.. but now i think back.. i have been happier.. strangely i'm happy now.. and xy is not talking to me.. i dont know where she is.. FATNESS CALL ME!

but yea.. i know if i like someone.. its usually not just infactuation.. its real.. cause u see.. i dont like many people. i go for the strange.. i like people who can express them selfs.. through music.. or what ever.. photography.. singing.. dancing.. art.. drawing.. skating.. passion for smth.. passion to change.. not just sit around and moap your life away wondering abt the what ifs and what nots.. if its anything yiwei taught me, its having direction.. a goal.. but anyway.. my point being..

i watched a movie today.. dan in real life.. its abt a single widowed dad, his three daughters and how he meets this girl who he just knows is special.. its not the same feeling u get when u meet someone normal.. u just for some reason know that shed bring out the best in u.. and u'd make her the happiest person in the world.. universe.. solar system.. whats bigger? now.. how often do these people come around..

almost never.. ONCE or TWICE if u're lucky.. but yeah.. even that ONCE can be almost impossible.. so what do u do when this comes along.. do u take the challenge and give it your best? or walk away in fear.. i honestly dont know.. as much as people want to meet THE ONE, if she/he really was standing right there infront of you, do u honestly believe u'd have the balls to say hi or smth to him/her.. i know i wouldnt.. haha.. but i'd prob go look her up on friendster and then say hi.. HAHA..


and now i come to my platter.. i'd do the craziest things for a girl.. xy, iona.. u guys are like my clothes.. its this feeling that burns brighter than sunshine as we say.. love.. its crazy.. its ANNOYING.. I LOVE LOVE.. its not abt making out with someone.. its not abt being physical.. its all abt totally letting your self go.. u dont wanna make out with the person.. u wanna wake up with the person.. the first thing u see when u wake up in the morning.. the last thing u see when u sleep.. the one u think about immediately when u see smth nice.. the one u want to watch stupid chick flicks and romantic comedies with.. its unconditional.. its selfless.. dammit i cant explain it.. i just know its great..


but then.. there are those that are scarred.. i was once scarred.. pretty pretty bad.. but then.. it sucks with u put in 110% all the way and u think the other persons there.. but actually they left along time ago.. and BAM! u're left saying WTF WTF WTF WTF WTFFFFFF.... but its ok.. u got to experience it.. better to love than not love at all as some movie quote's.. and then u shell your self up.. hiding.. spending time alone.. just doing your own thing.. why? cause some needle dick face vagina screws you up.. making us wonder, is this what love is about? putting ones whole self out there.. and here you were being taken for a ride? how much was real.. why the hell did u even waste my time.. but u see... its these dick face cock masters who are the ones that screw up the chances for the real searchers out there.. its these dick face cock masters that leave boys and girls scarred to take a chance with somebody who could actually be totally out of this world.. and that sucks.. u get the white truffle, the jewel of the kitchen.. and u just mess it up cause u're horny.. fljadhfiouwgiogfsfs.. ugghhh makes me so mad..




anyway.. i have a friend..her name faye.. shes a new friend.. shes sweet.. shes nice.. and the things she does for her boyfriend collin are the best.. too bad the gundu doesnt realise it.. but he better do it soon cause i dont know.. i wish there were times i could cheer u up but i cant.. i jsut dont really know what to say.. cause i know only he can.. and i dont know him.. but i think u're one hell of an awesome friend and a joy to talk to and its people like u who inspire me. who make me believe that hey! i'd do anything to make this person happy.. and i'm proud to know someone as rich as u.. rich with the warmth in your tiny little heart..





i hate to say this to all u people who dont believe its out there.. love will come and get u.. prob kens gonna think i'm a dick and a wussy pussy gay soft mascara wearing skirt man for writing this.. but hey.. HAHAHAHA



ray turned an angel to stone..











JACKASS! HAHA




i need a dam new deck but i'm so broke mannn.. on a lighter note.. SWITCH OLLIE UP STAGE!! one tyco time but what ever.. and switch 5-0 without falling on face or ass.. haha.. and switch k grind.. without tweaking anlke.. ALL ON SUPER TINY GAY SP BOX BUT WHAT EVER! HAHAHA.. and and and.. i have a bloddy heel bruise.. it sucks.. i had my napha revision training today.. it was quite fun.. yiheng me sanjeev and many people.. i just failed my run so after run training i joined the pull up trainees.. we did so many push ups that i ended up puking my breakfast..

bells on a hill

man...




i can only say.. i wish i was ray..

but i think right now.. u just prob think i'm gay..

2007

hello mr blog gay


its been a long time and i think this is gonna be one of those reflective reflector for the year 2007 cliche entries which everyone has on their blog.. so yEah..


2007 has been a strange year.. i mean compared to last year 2006 when i felt my life had finally began.. i started cooking.. started living.. started paying alot more attention to things.. i dont know.. at first thoughts i felt 07 would kinda suck like crap.. but then.. it did have its rough moments.. for a long period of time i was pretty unhappy cause i felt i was stuck in ns away from the kitchen.. the little chef in me would prob be screaming doing things he didnt want to do.. i was in a relationship which at first was the best thing going for me.. which later on resulted in being my down fall.. which LATER on resulted in me getting a deeper prespective on life..


this entry is gonna be boring.. and long and basically thoughts which i havent put down on paper/blog-er before.. perhaps i have.. but i cant remember.. ok SO in as much of a cronological order as i can remember, i shall begin..


roughly on the 7 or 8th of january this year.. i met a girl.. a sweet girl.. prob at that time, she was the most beautiful girl in the world.. at least to me.. the way she spoke.. her smile.. her chirpyness.. just everything abt her made me go all high and floaty.. till today.. i still think abt it and wonder where she went.. i've given up hope on her coming back.. and even if she did now, i'd prob walk away cause of the sorrow.. sounds gay.. her name was luciana.. she was 16.. now i'm a 22 year old.. was a 22 year old.. now a 23 year old.. and trust me.. i know better than dating kids.. but this one.. was different.. she was special.. she had love in her eyes.. she wanted to change the world.. we could have changed the world.. and during my brt(basic rescue training) she was the one thing that kept me going.. everyday i'd call her or shed call me and she was the only person i'd wanna waste my precious battery on cause we arnt allowed chargers in camp.. and everymoment spent talking to her was just.. bliss.. week ends were spent with her.. couldnt imagine spendin them with anyone else.. everything just felt so not important.. i didnt want to cook.. hang out with my friends.. look at other girls.. and i loved the feeling.. it didint matter to me cause even if she wasnt in the room.. she was the most beautiful girl i could only have eyes for..




this would be our first picture together.. she refused to be seen cause at that time she thought she was ugly.. but just look at her.. even when u dont see her face.. i would feel gay just looking at this picture..









i can remember our first date.. where i told her i was hungry.. i just passed my driving practicals so i was itching to drive.. we went to changi airport when she sneaked out.. and i felt so ugly cause of my short hair.. and black face.. haha.. oh yes.. this is one memoryy along the ecp..



time went by.. arguments started coming up.. she slowly began to become lesser and lesser of the girl who wanted to save the world.. sometimes i think it was my fault..i was pretty much of a dick.. i had no money most of the time..the moment i got my ns pay, it would practically be half gone cause of bills.. insurance.. transport.. books.. blahhh.. and like every time i felt i wanted to do smth.. wed end up fighting and my mood would totally go away.. for some reason.. she was always unhappy.. i dont know if its cause i made her unhappy.. or weather she was perpetually like that.. i think by me trying to help i just screwed up alot of things for her.. i dont know i just wasnt the sort to sit around and let things happen... i cared too much..there was once she was so mean to me i was crying and crying and crying like a bloody dick at work till my officer told me to go home.. it was so embarrassing and it sucks when the person u care abt starts treating u like dirt and asks u to choose between other things u care abt and them.. thats when it all started happening to me.. i began to get very depressed.. and very very hostile.. not only towards her.. but towards alot of things.. cause basically i took advice from a a pessimest.. ok not really.. hes a great person and a very good friend, but that got me going in a wrong direction cause i was fuling my self with anger instead of change making juice.. to me peoples feelings didnt matter.. i just needed to get what i needed to get done.. but thats wrong.. its not me.. it would never be me.. unfortunately, when u hit that state of mind, u become very detached from everyone.. and trust me, at first its good cause nth can bring u down.. but then u realise.. u're so alone.. and its not fun..





this was that day when i took the half day off.. to meet her.. we thought we could repair things.. i tell u it sucked.. our relationship was just down hill from there.. i dont want to write abt this anymore.. i'm just gonna say what i have to say to put this experience behind me.. luciana.. if u do ever read this.. i just want to say i'm sorry. i'm just not right for u.. u and me are like apple and submarine..nth in common.. i need someone whose happy.. who wants to be happy.. who wants to stayy happy.. whos independant.. someone i can lean on.. some one who can lean on me..someone i can grow with.. with u, i really felt i was falling.. my friends disliked u.. u embarrassed me with your strange thoughts of how people should treat u.. i felt like i didnt know u anymore.. the girl who was once so camera shy was now so full of her self.. u told me i was stupid or naieve or what ever for believeing that happiness exists.. i still believe it does.. cause i'm living it.. u told me my best friend would walk out on me and she didnt care.. but look whose still here after so long.. she still is.. everytime i was emo and the only reason i was emo cause u made me so emo.. and she was always there to answer my calls and bear with my nonsensce.. and i could never be there for her when she needed me cause i was too involved with you.. u brought me down lucy.. at times u pulled me up.. but now i look back.. i realised i pulled my self up.. and i'm sorry i've wasted all your time.. i would still wnat to be friends with you but some of the things u've said make me hate u as a person.. i dont have any respect for u left.. like perhaps the things u've said just came out cause u were angry.. but i dont know it stuck in me.. i'm no body to u anymore.. i dont even want to be your friend.. i mean i do.. i want to respect u as a person.. but seriously.. i cant.. i hope you treat your new pastry chef bf better cause i from what u tell me.. he seems like a nice guy.. although hes a pastry chef and i wish all the best.. i do have a very good impression of him and i hope he can stand your shit..maybe one day when i get rid of all this anger in me which i have for u, then we just might be able to speak freely.. i'm sorry i feel so bad and feel so guilty and prob hardly ever hate anyone.. but u.. and my aunt whose indian.. just as once as u were the most beautiful girl in the world to me, now u'll just be another face in the crowd.. good bye.. to u and 2007






NATIONAL SERVICE!!! am i firefighter..?? no.. but i get to dress up as one.. hahaha..




MUAHAHAHAHHAA..

SO 9of jan 07 was the first day of hell for me.. supprisingly its not that bad now coming to end of this year.. my senior gay kamsani is great.. he has nice breasts which he lets me squeeze now and then.. and i think i'd e totally lost without someone as reliable and funny as him.. always talking abt how many CHICKYS attack him for his body.. and how we try to throw work towards each other as much as possible.. man.. hes just awesome.. kinda sad he'll be going in 6 months and we wont hang out that much anymore.. the times i've been pretty down at work.. with lucy and even somethings that i screwed up, the guy was just there.. not saying anything but just there to give u that pat on the back knowing that u're covered.. all this kamsani talk makes me feel like touching him now.. hahaha..



also happenin this year, was my first promotion to lance corporal.. WOOT! haha.. it felt dam good although i was on MC during the promotion ceremony..haha.. so now come feb 1st 08 i'd prob hopefully be going up to a corporal.. MUHAHAHAHHA terrorising junior time..



ah this was one of my platoon in brt before our chemical agent training.. i'm somewhere at the back.. ah thats my hand which is in the C shape in the back row.. bunch of sick pes c loosers with injurys and mental probs.. but there, i also made a few good friends.. ahmad.. jeremy, andrew.. yiheng.. ah alot more..



heres jeremy our pusedo japanese daft little bugger with his boyfriend le-tish-ah on his bird day..



mambo nite with 4 horny ns boys can be quite entertaining and also stange.. its funny to hear them say.. EHH IF U MEET GIRL DONT BASTARD US HOR!! like seriously.. u look at us.. u think we're so cool ah!! we were so cool we went there at 930.. waited till 10 to get tickets and came back out.. just so that we wouldnt idiots waiting in the line.. oh oh and u get to see what people do when they are drunk.. also cross dressing tendancies show.. even if they arnt drunk.. haha..







ah yes.. one of my closest ns friends whose the pessimest but what ever.. ahmad.. and me.. with non matching socks.. and some fat guy.. haha..






SO.. other than failed relationships and NS, i now speak of my gay friends.. yes.. i'm gonna talk abt feelings.. and emotions and love.. HAHAHAHAHHAA



LTP Has come a long way since we first started.. and still till this day, no one has every heard of us..we skate.. and we act gay.. and now, play arcade games from 1990 and get drunk and shave peoples eye brows and put cat whiskers on them.. by people i mean alvin.. SO.. lots of silly things done this year.. like building our gay skate club box for singapore poly which i found out today benji said he made them when he didnt even hammer in a single nail.. bastard.. haha..



ken looking weird
it was so hot that day..



haha.. the final product.. and the cock look on alvins face..


then there was the discovery of botak jones which makes everyone happy!


the look of love

ah the look on their faces when they saw what was coming for them..






here are a couple of old shots taken just before ns.. ignore thedate its wrong..

ahh.. sam during a rape.. he didnt put up any force..



strange malaysians..

after a nice game of GAY!
















HAHAHAHAHAHA!



our drear old jeff.. looking happy!



and jerald! with jeff emoing below




AND THEN THERE WAS NEW YEARS PRE CELEBRATION! ken decided that sat was gonna be our little get together and get drunk day.. or at least.. get jeff drunk day.. which resulted in everyone getting high and sleepy.. we played stupid 1990s arcade games and shaved his eye brow and drew whiskers on him..haha.. ken later stole jeffs prawn and brought it back to the bed room and made jeff very sad..


jeff and alvin playing house of the dead


jeff after alcohol.







oh jeff.. lets make love..


HOHOHOHOHO



alvin.. it was jeff who drew u!


shaved eyebrow










and now with family..i havent been the best friend.. well cause i couldnt even be a friend to my self cause of my relationship.. i just didnt have time.. but i am very grateful to you xy.. u dont know how much u mean to me at times.. i call u fat.. and pig and elephant.. and fat.. and make funny sounds and laugh at your insecurities in your face.. but then.. u're really like the sister i never had.. u're just always there at the right times.. u've always stood when i ran away.. i guess cause u knew i'd always come back.. i feel like a fagg for pouring my emotions out for the whole world to see.. but then again.. who cares.. u're my gay indian sister and i er.. MOOOJII MOOJIIIMOOOOOOOJUUUMUUU you.. god this is so gay.. but i'm feeling soft now.. ken would prob kill me if he read this..




the mum, the xy, MR dad, and me.. a few nights before enlistment at brew works..i still think i dont look like my parents..


zoette.. u once fat now skinny woman who finally has a bf.. i know u still read my blog and wait for my entries.. sure we hardly ever meet but when we do, we always have a good time.. cam whoring all over singapore from the ecp to the air port at funny hours of the morning.. u're a good friend..and one i know i'd prob be friends with when i'm at the old folks home wetting my pants with after our kids ditch us there to play majong and taitee.. i think we'd still cam whore though.. and i want to have gay sex with your brother cause hes so pretty..


happy people!

HAHAHA


stupid gay china lesbian doll modem! or smth like that



and now finally.. the food aspect..
i had one major event this year which rocked my anus.. but with good friends with superb skills.. these guys made it anything possible...
the hwa chong event was supposedly for 100 to 130 people.. but i think we got over loaded with people and hit 200.. the food was all swept away.. drinks brownies fruits canapes.. all POOF! and i felt like some celebrety chef.. but it really wouldnt be possible with chef sady, my head chef alvin.. lead bartender ken and entertainer jeff.. who i must say is a jack of all trades.. it was a great experience for all of us.. as for now, catering is on hold due to SATS coming up.. i just dont have time to experiment as much as i did last time.. but soon i'll continue again..



ah.. ken got strange bullshit from jeff ALL night long

they make great cleaners too..

some happy fat satisfied chef xamm customer.. he really liked the food and kept asking for more..

salmon tarts with cavaire, motz-e-rella and tomato bruchettas, and italian crustinineeees canapes!!


alvin peeling an onion..
ah our grand fruit platter


some badly angled shot of me.. but what ever.. haha..

oh yes.. xy was an angle/angel that night but i dont have a pic of her to put in..




so yes.. i'm coming to an end.. i'll just leave it here cause i'm really tired.. and YES... HELLO 2008!!! 1 YEAR TO ORD!!!








HELLO WORLD!