CHIP and salsasssss

yo gay..

what am i doing now?

looking for random people to irritate online..

tracy ure one of them...

FACT.. do u know tracys butt is so big it functions like a sand trap?

FACT.. tracy is gay

FACT.. tracy likes her right thumb.. ALOT..

FACT.. i like to talk dirty to good girls like tracy and joy.. esp abt spankings..

ok i'm eating home made chips and salsa.. i really love it.. allysa.. u better let me be ur cook at yur birdday bbq.. u wont regret it!




ou-la-la! looks messy.. but trust me.. the taste is amazing.. IONA.. u're gonna be getting some good food while u're here!

ok.. there also seems to be a hell load of jamming shit and prep that needs to be done..

world.. be prepared for !

darn it my new cool friend is in japan! gaahh!

hi chef..

hello gay..

woooo.. right.. so those switch varial heels are getting closer and closer to roll away from.. i just need to stay on and stop falling off.. haha..


other than that.. adam insists that doing switch varial heel flips and having a cold is the first sign of S.T.D.. hahahaha.. siao..

yeah.. its happening again.. my drive to cook for people got raised another lvl.. sadly i neglect my self during the process.. but hey.. its all good.. the food was already very well marinated, but the guys there kept burning the food.. natural instinct is more fire makes food cook faster..i'm glad i could like cook a decent meal for u the band in the short time span.. and best of all hearing that u enjoyed it compared to the hip hop burnt ones which were previously made.. haha.. even if its just pathetic chicken wings, at least if they are properly cooked, they taste alright compared to the burnt ones.. so yeah.. anyone looking for a bbq cook.. CALL ME!!!! hahaha.. i'll make sure everyones happy..

so i learnt smth new and cool today.. salted corn.. it tastes dam good.. a must try even for non corn fans.. and i hate corn.. seriously.. but this tasted shiok!

when someone says to me.. shit sam.. this is good.. u see them full of content.. ah.. perfect..

joette.. gay.. i wish u were in my shoes today.. so dam pisay la.. i bet one day u'll kana and then u better call me..why??? so i can laugh at u.. =D




! is gonna rock the house with our new song list and improved previous songs.... suddenly band image isnt the concern anymore after today..

friends of jim.. whose jim?

hello gayyyyyyyyyyyy...

so.. i think its time for an update..

stuff seems swell.. realllllly swell..

first of all i know i already said this.. but


SPANK U ALLYSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
although honestly the set up was so cramped.. and we couldnt hear much of each other, we're really glad we got the chance to preform and show what we got.. trust me.. this is just the begining.. and we welcome our 2 new non preforming members to our band.. which one of is YOU.. our PR.. better help us get gigs..

and also ky.. senior and junior security officer.. hahahhaa.. his hair is enough to scare people away..

anyway.. today.. for the first time, i dare say WE ROCKED THE HOUSE.. seriously.. compared to the SHIT that happened at SAC yesterday.. bullshit sound system.. dunno how to adjust microphone volume.. made us look like bull shit heads.. i was dam disappointed.. and i'm sure we all were.. we put so much work into it.. everyone..

zach and adam with their amazing anyhow guitar solo skills.. like seriouly.. adam looks like hes one of the back stage P.A crew on stage.. but when he picks up the guitar, he knows hes the man.. zach... u're like the mother of the band la.. hahaha.. still all differences will be resolved and be polished for future concerts..

AARON... the back bone of the band.. without a drummer like him.. our band would just be some lao pok shit crap poo.. if anyones got energy.. its him.. stupid guy all the girls looking at him la.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa.. I KNOW SECRETS ABT HIM.. dirty secrets..

maltin milo-tin.. i dont know what to say.. he was born to sing to rock.. he has the voice so many people love.. u gotta have more faith in yur self.. we're behind u all the way.. but if u give up half way, we cant help u.. but when u're on top, we make u look like ure a rock god..

few things that just made my day today..

1. axel comes up to me and says... congratulations.. u've improved on the bass.. i'm proud of u.. wa.. it feels dam shiok man.. hahahahah.. but still i wanna learn so much more..

2. aaron says smth that makes me realise that i have grown up and he sees me as someone who can make decisions.. u know... cause of my bullshit actions i'm always doing to make people laugh.. no one ever notices i'm actually a very serious person and put alot of thought into things.. its just nice to know i'm not viewed in that same childish light anymore from those who know me..

3. i landed 2 switch varial heels today.. well didnt roll away.. but landed both feet and just jumped off cause i was like WOA.. hahaha..

4. i come home.. my computer is on.. i look at allysa's nick..
gotta love invert i
i just couldnt stop smiling..
i swear... its just so.. too much good stuff for me to take in at one shot..


haha.. but smth things that did fuck up today which i will talk abt..
well wouldnt say fuck up.. but like tick me off..

one of zachs friends... cash..

wa lao.. i've been playing bass for 2 months.. i'm just using my basic guitar skills which are also dam lao pok.. and i know i'm the weakest in the band in terms of instrument skills and i cant sing for shit..haha.. but like to go to zach and say..

"if u ever think of replacing yur basist, u know who to call"

nice to know that cash.. and its so funny how u can talk so much.. haha.. and sure.. i can tell u one thing.. if u're ever given the spot of replacing me.. u wont last.. cause i'm not just the basist.. i know how to control people and get things done and also make sure everyone is heard and views are brought up and equally resolved together.. i know how to derive what a person actually wants when he says smth and brings up an issue.. i know what the drummer needs.. i know what the guitarists need and die die i make sure they equally get what they want.. zach knows what i mean and everyone agrees with the way things are being run here..after watching the way u talked today, its smth u obviously cant do..and also one more thing..u'll never understand cause the bond between " ! " is much differnt from just jamming non stop..

so fuck it if the bassist of " ! " is lao pok.. its obvious how jealous u were after we jammed today how much u wanted to be part of this sudden strange new group who supprisingly drew the crowd even when we were unknown..

i get very defensve.. and i'm very proud of what i've got.. i'm proud of my band.. very proud indeed.. we welcome yur comments and views.. but thats as far as it goes cash.. so zip it..

yeah.. that irritated me like shit today..

anyway.. back to work next week.. haha.. but hey.. it aint a bad thing..


its not our confirmed logo yet.. BUT, its smth i did when i was bored.. i know it looks gay.. but hey.. i'll work on it when i'm hungry..

gayyyy



today is big day one..

tml is big day two..

i'm dam scared for todays one la.. we havent had enought practice.. its giving me the jitters.. i dont even feel like blogging cause i'm so nervous.. just need to eat alot.. like ALOT.. i'll be fine..

hello gay..

been having this shitty runny nose all day.. pretty irritated by it..

today was a theory day of cooking.. learnt alot abt temperatures and standards.. also abt the different types of bacteria... which is so fucking interesting.. gaah.. i just love the kitchen..

also.. a chef can never be classified as the best chef.. or a good chef..

the term used is strong chef...

also at my chancery party coming soon the menu..

burritos..
mini tacos..
corn chips and samsalsa..
chilli beef..
tabule..
hamus..
ICE CREAM..
SHIRLEY TEMPLES!!! WOOOOOOOOO


well still a little more to come..

everytime i pick up my phone.. i wanna msg u to break the silence.. but i dont know what to say..

skate camp

hello GAY..

what ever rima.. i dont care abt yur duck.. haha yes i coppied u! spank me..

didnt work much last week for the prep for skate camp.. it was pretty fun if u ask me.. well.. i enjoyed my self.. i dont know if the rest did.. came so close to landing the switch varial heel.. i can feel it coming.. anyway, thats not the point.. it was good actually meeting different people from nee ann and sp.. the bladers mainly.. i mean i always had this bad habbit of steiro-typing most people from polys to be cheena.. in this camp i got proven wrong.. the balders and skaters all spoke english and rarly were like ah lians or bengs and that made me feel very comfortable.. i mean i understand chinese la.. and well can speak it.. but hey i feel more comfortable speaking in english.. so yeah.. and there was lots to talk abt.. bitch abt.. and i think the seniors did a pretty good job and all.. esp with the saboing of the freshies.. haha..

anyway, here were some interesting events that took place..

ky listens to LOUD techno to fall asleep which we all found really amazing.. it kept the whole room up.. but it was dam funny.. he was the laughing stock of the whole seniors.. well i was too cause i kept making fun of him.. we were known as the bangla and the china man..

ky and i brought huge luggage bags when we came and we were the only 2 who did.. haha.. everyone else had like a small haversack and thats it.. hey.. we wanted to live like kings ok..

i realised i love macs ice lemon tea... seriously love it..

ky and i had mattresses too so instead of sleeping on the hard floor and feeling like shit the next morning, we LIVED LIKE KINGS!! hahahahhaa.. seriously.. it was so much better than the hardfloor.. so what if we looked like aunties on the way back home..

then was the saboing of the freshies..

this was my stall with ky and daniel..

1 have u had a shower yet...
2 do u know my name..
3 what is the average air speed velocity of an unladen african swallow..
4 do u play maple story..

when they answered the questions they weather they got it right or wrong, we poured water on them.. except for the 4th one.. haha.. if they did play, we let them go.. haha..

then was the search for the tic tac in the flour.. with yur face!! haha

after that was the dip yur hand in this bucket of horrible grime and look for a paper clip..

then was the funniest one of all.. they were given water.. then long ANs filled with wasabie... then when they asked for water we'd give em egg yolk.. hahahahhaa..

and then we let them go.. not to forget that they were totally white in flour after the whole thing..

then camp was over.. and we came to jam.. WE FINALLY HAVE A BAND NAME!!!!




!

also known as " invert i"


ok while coming to a conclusion on our band name.. i had another panic attack.. my heart started beating dam fast.. so i went to the hospital.. zach was with me.. i was in a pretty bad shape i think.. could barely walk and had to be pushed in a wheel chair.. but i guess it got ok after that.. i mean.. its no big deal already.. i'm not scared of these breathing attacks anymore.. i just have to face em when they come..

its just annoying that i get so hungry when i get these attacks..

my mum is mad.. but she thinks i'm mad and had a heart attack yesterday.. and she says the only way to cure my runny nose is to pour water through one nostril and make it come out from another.. SIAO EH.. i'm not into all that yogi shit..

ok wan broke both his legs.. hes in the hospital now.. dam sad man.. ken and i will visit later and update..

right.. so apparenlty i think i'm getting more and more irritated with things around me... zach.. yesterday i wasnt aiming at u.. just that some times u do annoy me.. but still its nothing personal.. i just wanted to get things done..

i know u must be thinking.. fuck la.. who the hell is sam to come into this.. hes not been with the band from the start.. but i mean we have to start making decisions together and not individual ones.. but besides that, thanks for coming along to the hospital and helping me and my parents.. really appreaciate it.. just so u know.. pressing someones jaws together doesnt make them chew their food.. haha.. thats why i was laughing..


Well I know that you're in love with him 'cuz I saw you dancin' in the gym

=(

this was one of yur fav songs.. i heard it on the radio that day and well, the whole day u kept crossing my mind in camp.. when we drove by ur sch.. even at macs where fadzil tried to hit on u..and my jacket which u loved so much and u would scream grandpa everytime u smelled it.. sitting around doing nth.. i could only do stuff like that with u.. but u have him now..

i knew i was out of luck... the day the music died
so bye bye miss american pie..





there was a shortage of good food in the camp.. so i decided to make my own.. at first people thought i was crazy... but when they started eating my sandwitches, they were glad i was crazy.. one by one people were like can i have one can i have one.. and it felt soo nice.. esp when alvin and a few others were like, sam, this is amazing.. it tastes so nice.. i've never had it before.. and seeing the smiles on their faces made me know that yeah.. this is what i wanna do.. cook for people.. make em happy.. even if it were from a simple sandwitch.. which they found really hard to make but it was really simple.. i shall name it the gay witch..

haha.. i wish they had a programme for bachelor food.. u know food which men are lazy to make.. but still want it to taste good.. haha.. i'm gonna write a book.. romke can be my food photographer.. hahahahahahha.. i wish..

you learn smth new everyday..

hello gay..

yesterdays entry was REALLY too over dramatic.. haha.. but i meant every word i said.. i really do miss the times and miss the faces.. especially u..

cherrys and milk got mixed again today.. i guess ken was abit upset/irritated.. sorry i coulndt be there.. we've got lots to talk abt.. also erection cake coming yur way..haha..


iona chew.. u stupid gong.. i have definately changed since last time.. i've changed back to my old self in sec sch and st frances.. mean and direct.. thats alll.. we still must have movie nites and hang out like siao when u get back.. and i'll still be the same ol sam.. and i never ever thought u wernt there.. distance is a bitch but that doesnt mean things cant pick up where we left of buddy..



gaah.. it seems like this week brian, shah and i will be incharge of the kitchen.. i'm dam scared.. the head chef is going to kl, asssistant chef has is going on a course.. SO FREE ICE CREAM FOR ALL!!!

it feels so nice when yur boss tells u that u're next in line for the promotion.. so its just a 1 buck raise in pay.. but it also means that hey, he knows i'm working my ass off and i love my job and i take it seriously.. haha.. this means more food for my new found GUINIEA PIG


i've found the ultimate torture for any man.. JALLIPINO GRIME!!! AARRRGHHH.. my hand was burning like mad today.. we ran out of gloves.. and i we deduced hell wasnt really hot.. just like maybe abt 35 degreees.. BUT EVERYONE WAS DIPPED IN JALLIPINO GRIME.. AND I TELL U IT BURNS BABY!!! hahahaha..

the past present and future

hello gay

i came across some old photos today..

worst thing was photograph by nickle back happened to be playing on my itunes..

look at this photograph..
every time i do it makes me laugh..
how did our eyes get so red..
what the hell is that on joeys head..

it just made me think of all the things i let go.. how i let two of my closest friends go... do i regret it.. no.. i made my decision.. i hated feeling weak and helpless.. do i miss them.. all the time..




And)this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

how i put decided to be my self instead of constantly being nice to people.. how i decided to just tell people frankly what their problem was.. how i just told people they annoyed me and their friendship didnt matter to me..



And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I've broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

how i wasted 3 yrs of my life in poly.. how i totally regret that.. how i wish i'd just been brave enough to take a bigger step.. i got great friends from poly.. but still i wasted precious time..



i wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

how i still think if i've got a chance for my dreams to come true.. to finally attain what i want in life.. i still have ns to go.. will it be too late then? will i become what i aspire to be?




Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it,
time to say it
Goodbye goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it,
time to say it
Goodbye goodbye

some times letting go of the past is the only way to move on in the future.. i sit on my bed thinking everynight and whats happened before and what could happen in the future.. i look at all my photos when i'm bored on the bus.. skate photos, beach photos, bbq photos.. and i just think of how i was last time and how i am today.. i really feel its time to say good by to the old sam..



Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

we'd be at chancery every saturday without fail.. now.. its just a broken wooden box.. and a rusty old rail.. no one seems to be interested no more.. they hated us skating there.. people threw our box away.. even after rebuilding it it still seems dead..



We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

ken and i would talk abt going on skate tours.. sing to uptown girl on the radio.. talk abt our video parts.. talk abt all the bullshit we had planned for the future.. we hardly do that no more cause of army and work and all..


Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when

i guess i could say i loved u..after all the shit we went through together, i dare say i loved u..and u know i meant every word i said.. cause i still think abt u till this day.. like how u are doing.. if ure happy..and like the what ifs and all..but knowing u're with some one else makes my heart feel weak.. it made me feel weak..so i had to step away.. so i made u hate me to make life easier for both of us.. i just hate complications.. we did have smth i felt.. but well.. its smth its too late now..




I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

i do miss it.. i do think abt it.. its one part of me i'll never forget.. so hard and painful to leave.. but i have to.. i want to..


sorry for this terribily emo post.. just in the mood today..

you ask me why?

hello gay

people have been asking me why i'm so optimistic abt work..

why i'm the only ass smiling at the end of the work day..

i dont know why..

everyone has like grumpy and moody faces and like they look so dead with exhaustion..

i mean i am tired too...

but the adreneline rush i get from preparing stuff is just unexplainable..

like, i made 3 salads today.. after i was done... i looked at them and was even amazed by what i did..

u see.. i'm natuarally a very messy person.. but just looking at the salads in the bowls looking so beautiful made me wanna make some more!!

plus there was a new guy in the kitchen and the chef made me teach the dos and the donts.. kinda reminded me of my self just last week.. but then it also hit me.. like WOW.. IN ONE DAM WEEK I"VE LEARNT SO MUCH.. i actually know whats to do and all.. and it made me feel even better.. like satisfaction..

i love cooking for people.. i love helping people.. i like making them smile.. i mean in this screwed up world, the only thing good that ever comes along is food.. so might as well make the best of it..

i just hate irriating people.. hahaha..

new shoes..

hello gay

i got my frist tip today of 20 bucks..

at first i thought i had to share it with all the chefs..

but the organiser said it was just for me!! wooooooo

so i went and got a shirt.. and the other day i got new shoes!!

yes i'm going abit crazy with the shopping lately esp after the 300 buck treasure i found..

but hey.. theres still 150 remaining! the other 150 was for the shoe..

and finally jamming has been great.. everyones kicking ass with the two songs..

yesterday, i learn to make this dish called payla.. which is actually pineapple rice, prawns, clams and mussles.. oh the rice is so good.. i mean even if u arnt a big sea food fan, u'll love the rice..


anyway, here are the shoes! gaah i love them.. stop saying i have too many shoes..


i'm sorry crystal.. i'm really sorry.. ure great and all but i'm not for the whole one week fling thing.. u're great and hot and nice and all.. but i looked at u like a buddy from the start cause yur bro treated me like his bro.. i'm sorry.. plus we're too different.. u're into clubbing and totally letting ur self go.. and i'm not.. i'm actually very conservative and hate change..
and theres someone else i fancy and find really interesting and all.. and shes someone i'd go for cause i dont know, she just seems so easy going and fun to converse with though i still hardly know her all i'm totally honoured and flattered by what u've said.. i like people i can talk to abt anything and everything and there seems to be that barrier between u and me.. but i'm sorry and i hope we can be friends and buddies like from day one.. i'm sorry..

crap rapture tickets are sold out.. =(

AMERRRR-DI-KA

hello gay..

i've decided what i wanna do..

i'm going to america to study after ns..

a degree in cooking science at the CIA!!! hhahahahaha

no its not the central intelligence.. its the culinary institude of america....

after i get that, i'll have the title exequitive chef..

now what one earth is that??

its means i'll be trained not only in cooking, but restraunt management, hotel management, waiter and staff training, and ALSO, not just one cuisine.. abt 16 different quisines or how ever u spell it..

i'm so looking forward to it..

thats what i need to do in order to obtain nirvana.. hahahahaha..

but i thought abt this tat day.. one day, some how, open up a childrens home.. for kids who cant get nice things in life.. i mean i'm not saying every child gets an ipod nano! but like, they get the education and the care they dont have.. and they get to eat nice meals instead of porridge and slime and stuff like tat.. it just feels so nice..

besides.. i've been doing alot of thinking.. i think i'm someone who'll never get married.. i'm just not into relationships anymore or girls.. NO I"M NOT GAY.. i love work.. i love cooking.. i love skating.. i love jamming..

now tell me wheres the time for girls.. i'm sick of people asking me why i dont have a gf.. well.. i'm sick of getting hurt and well, there are more interesting things to do.. i rather just be a dad.. haha..

no pics today.. boo..

jamming was great..

WHO WANTS SAM BROWNIES!!! I PROMISE U THEY ARNT BAKED SHIT!!! THEY MAKE U HORNY!

its just an expression ken..

blessed

hello gay

i truly am blessed..

i found a wallet with 300 bucks inside..

no identification

just an ezlink card..

i would return it but to who i ask?

i think the cops would eventually just take it too..

i'm gonna save it and think of what to do with it.. suddenly i feel like buying so many things.. but thats wrong.. i have everything i need..

seriously, pretty girls should not be allowed near me.. i cant think properly.. get so nervous.. when ever they come by, i run away.. i get so nervous esp when they say hi..

anyway.. here is a new pic of me pimpin in the kitchen..



WORD!

chinatown sucks..

hello gay..

ok china town sucks.. seriously..

people there are so backward..

i never wanna go there again..

its like wtf.. they realy behave like they are from china..

smelly, crowded, resistant to outsiders..

and they find it so hard to accept a fact that a non chinese person can speak chinese.. stupid gongs..

anyway, i got my chef outfit.. i'll upload pics of that soon.. i think i look kinky.. i look kinky ok! joette.. pinch my bumm!



awww.. ken and i looking each other in the eye.. screw u rom.. kens my bitch!


ken and i being hip hop part one


ken and i being hip hop part two


ken enjoying his ocasional groin massage


me still acting hip hop, they begining to act gay


u see that bulge on kens pants which my face is against.. yeah.. its real all right..
and i was faking the smile.. faking it.. just faking it..


end of the night with macs and his white shoe..

yes after much speculation, the new tangerine pigeon logo tshirts are gonna be designed soon.. here are the colors of the pigeons..

ken = black
jerald = purple
jeff = green
alvin = yet to decide..
sam = brown or red.. still deciding
wan/wizzy = baby blue/sky blue
romgay = orange
ky = white



pics should be out by next week when i get the time to start.. but they all will have the same pigeon lay out as the one in our blog, just different colors.
weather accesories will be included such as new era caps and *bling blong* and stuff is still yet to be decided.. if u're unhappy with yur color or design please let me knoww ya.. i want everyone to get what they want the way they want it..

common boxers will be made too.. i'm sure every one is for the idea..



wa lao.. i dont know what to say abt u.. but i think u're dam brainless.. u make me get irritated by the actions u do tab.. why do u have to be this way.. why cant u be normal.. why?

water

bruce lee is right..

be like water..

if u put water in a cup..
it becomes a cup..

if u put water in a tea pot..
it becomes the tea pot..


well is sounds something like tat la.. cant remember.. be versitile.. thats the point.. dont limit yur self to one idealistic way of doing things..

thats what i try to do in my skating.. so what if people say why do u do those tricks.. i mean not many people do the tricks i do cause they seem out of the common skate scene tricks.. i dont care.. i just let my mind wander.. even if it looks gay, hey, i'm having fun..

anyway.. i have new things!!!



a brand new guess watch which costs 400 bucks..woo hoo.. no skating for it though..


a gay mp3 player pair of sunglasses which i'm still contemplating on weather to sell or keep for....... i'm yet to decide.. haha..

i'm in a very snappy mood lately cause of my poly which i totally regret..

tabby.. please when ever u read this.. can u please start thinking and get the picture.. u're begining to annoy him.. cant u take a hint? i'm sorry to point out yur flaws but seriously, think for once abt what the other people around u are thinking instead of just being so... ugh... zero eq.. go ahead and say i'm nobody to say such stuff..like what on earth do i know abt u.. i know ure annoying at times and cant get hints.. but seriously, start looking at things out side the box.. i have nth against u..seriously.. but yur constant smses ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF ME.. AND HIM.. why do u think he doesnt even care to reply.. please i'm not telling u.. i'm asking u to consider the situation and just look at whats happening instead of blindly whacking yur head against the wall for yur own sake.. u dont wanna talk to me anymore, i'm fine with it..

water

bruce lee is right..

be like water..

if u put water in a cup..
it becomes a cup..

if u put water in a tea pot..
it becomes the tea pot..


well is sounds something like tat la.. cant remember.. be versitile.. thats the point.. dont limit yur self to one idealistic way of doing things..

thats what i try to do in my skating.. so what if people say why do u do those tricks.. i mean not many people do the tricks i do cause they seem out of the common skate scene tricks.. i dont care.. i just let my mind wander.. even if it looks gay, hey, i'm having fun..

anyway.. i have new things!!!



a brand new guess watch which costs 400 bucks..woo hoo.. no skating for it though..


a gay mp3 player pair of sunglasses which i'm still contemplating on weather to sell or keep for....... i'm yet to decide.. haha..

i'm in a very snappy mood lately cause of my poly which i totally regret..

tabby.. please when ever u read this.. can u please start thinking and get the picture.. u're begining to annoy him.. cant u take a hint? i'm sorry to point out yur flaws but seriously, think for once abt what the other people around u are thinking instead of just being so... ugh... zero eq.. go ahead and say i'm nobody to say such stuff..like what on earth do i know abt u.. i know ure annoying at times and cant get hints.. but seriously, start looking at things out side the box.. i have nth against u..seriously.. but yur constant smses ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF ME.. AND HIM.. why do u think he doesnt even care to reply.. please i'm not telling u.. i'm asking u to consider the situation and just look at whats happening instead of blindly whacking yur head against the wall for yur own sake.. u dont wanna talk to me anymore, i'm fine with it..

HIP HOP BABY!

hello gay

lately i feel like i'm going through another stage of growing up..

i realised i get irritated by in effiency..

i realised people value my opinion..

i also realised i need to work on my delivery or i'll loose my friends and make them feel fucked up...

but some times i guess the only way to wake a person is up is to scream at them and drill it in their head.. i mean the best for u... i mean the best cause i really care.... i do care alot abt the people around me... and i feel upset when they get mad with me.. like joette for example.. i still feel freaking guilty abt what i did..

zach.. u're like a sister.. cause u say gay things.. and i've learnt to accept u for that.. people are different.. some are anyhow, some are more girly in their delivery, i've got yur back on the band thing.. u're right.. we do have talent, we play dam well, we click dam well, we all have the times of our life skating and jamming and just heading to macs making maltin cover his jamming by paying with his ezlink.. haha..aron just being gay and always scaring the shit out of us.. adam in his own world.. but we behave like children.. we never act responsible.. i feel like i'm growing up now ever since i've broken into the real world.. taking responsibilty and adjusting to the expectancys of others.. i've left all old stuff behing and i'm not turning back no more.. its just skating, and cooking and my "homies" hahahhaahahhahahaa.. stupid act hip hop crap ky and i have been saying.. i suck at girls so why bother right..


i still feel so fucked up abt poly.. wasted so much when i could have learnt so much.. education is important.. i agree.. and i will continue after army cause i cant continue now.. i just feel like in 3 years i could be doing what i want to be doing now..

another thing i realised today.. whats my dream.. whats one thing i wanna do to attain nirvana in.. haha.. he wants to be the strongest man in the world.. at first i said, i wanna be a chef.. thats my dream.. and he was like er.. ok..

then i kept thinking abt what he said.. and it hit me.. why do i wanna be a chef.. why a chef.. a cook is no different from a chef..

i realised i want cook for people and make them happy through my cooking.. i wanna cook for children.. i wnana cook for the old.. i wanna cook for my friends.. i want them to be happy and not just eat the same old monotonous food they eat all their life..

i realised this when i saw my head chef after every order.. he complains its a boring life.. but every time i see him prepare and garnish a meal, he smiles and stares at his master peice.. he smiles when he rings the bell for the waiter to collect it.. he always tells me how life is fucked up.. but it seems that this is the one thing that makes him happy.. seeing that, i feel happy and wanna work harder.. i just wanna make people happy by cooking for them.. money or no money.. i've lived my life taking from people.. i wanna show my gratitude this way..

kens left me for romke..=(

whore..



haha..

jeff and his one boob nose slide..


ky looking gay


romke looking gay.. most likely at ken..


ken looking gay.. most likely at romke


maltin and zach at bk staring at their balls..


this is a nice pic of rae!


zach maltin me and ky being HIP HOP baby at tp..

the chase..

hello gay..

i love work.. cause it doesnt feel like work.. it feels like i'm having fun..

i'm so crazy i'm dreaming of chopping tomatos and onions in my sleep..

the knife just slicing through them cause of all the new techniques..

so.. so far i've mastered the 3 deserts needed to be made.. well.. alleast arranged..

gaah.. i need to take some pictures soon..

but i guess yesterday was the day i fucked up the most.. as in cause there was so much to do.. so little time.. i need to make a check list..

and just 3 days of not skating can really deprove u like crazy..

gotta start making friends with the star bucks people since i buy a muffin everyday..

i love work.. i love work.. i love work.. call me crazy.. but seriously, its all i think abt now.. fuck singapore poly waste of time dimploma in civil engineering..




yesterday was pretty exelerating.. or how ever u spell it..

run into the cops..

adam got arrested cause he didnt have an ic..

haha.. then we got chased by the cops at raffles city.. SO DAM SCARY LA..

u see this big black van driving towards us at full speed.. when we start running, it reverses and takes another road..

in the end we hid at merlion park till the first bus talking abt life, lost and weather the shiny dot in the sky is a star or a satalite..

j.d is one happy man...

a man is truly rich when he doesnt use money to buy happiness..

and j.d is that sort..

though he insists he isnt a beng, he's pretty deep if u ask me..

a sassy beng... haha..

ok happy birdday romkegay.. hope u like yur present courtesy of le tangerine pigeonss..