lets dance inside our song

Sunday, January 21, 2007

dont go

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me

Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I
Go
Losing my
Control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't

Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth

Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true


Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart


And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

It's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true

Saturday, January 13, 2007

comfortable..

gay

long time since i heard this song





I just remembered, that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, isle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked up, if we could leave.

Can't remember, what went wrong last September
but i'm sure that you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless

I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I want you back
.


john mayor..comfortable.. i really feel dam empty.. well.. off to camp again.. spent my whole weeked sleeping..

Friday, January 12, 2007

army is gay

gay


and it hurts so bad some times not having you hear..



ok this is it.. army sucks.. stop asking me questions cause i dont know..

Sunday, January 07, 2007

tot

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelights

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl in my life
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her
that I love her more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say




heh.. this is just another song.. totally no relavance to how i feel.. totally the opp..

Thursday, January 04, 2007

last christmas..

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special


Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

[CHORUS]

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again



A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.





this just describes how i feel right now.. i just feel nausious and i dont feel like eating.. like this empty sinking feeling.. its depressing.. and ya.. it hurts..please come back..

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i is idiot

gay


When I had you to myself
I didn’t want you around
Those pretty faces always made you
Stand out in a crowd
Then someone picked you from the bunch
One glance was all it took
Now it’s much too late for me
To take second look

Oh darlin’ I was blind to let you go
But now since I see you in his arms
I want you back
Yes I do now
I want you back
Oo oo baby
Yeah yeah....naw....

Trying to live without your love
Is one long sleepless night
Let me show you girl
That I know wrong from right


Oh baby give me one more chance
To show you that I love you
Won’t you please send me back in your heart