spiderman

i feel so strange... like i've been injected with new life..

i found an answer i've been searching for.. New song new songg


And they might never understand why I do what I do
But I can only speak my mind
And what I feel is true
I?ll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes
All that I am, I will be standing, there, there


and they might never understand why i do what i do
but i can only speak my mind
and what i feel is true
ill take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes
all that i am i will be standing thereeeeee

if i could ever see the way you understand me,
when no one else could see it i know you surround me
i'll be the one who listens when u tell me
i'm not walking not running keep talking YEAHHHH

read that xy.. haha..


thats smth like the chorous..

i feel like shit.. i feel dam alone.. i can feel my self retreating deep withing far away from every one.. its consuming me.. like i know the only person i can feel safe with is with my self.. the constant emotional roller coaster rides and the never ending swinging emotions just dont seem to want to settle.. when will there be peace..

i feel far away from friendships.. somehow i dont see my self trying to do smth abt them anymore.. i'll be honest.. as much as i miss it.. i just dont have the urge to pull them back..

xy and i got weird after brian left.. ken.. work has consumed him.. so much for city link skater boys.. iona.. i dont know how to start.. joette.. its just so akward now..army doesnt help.. i used to have time.. now i'm just sad..but who cares.. i'm not sorry things are like this.. i've accepted it and am still head strong.. i love blogs.. i feel better already..